Hymns from A Winged Archer

I’ve been with e-tel for like…. August, september, october, november, four months now, and finally I resigned. RESIGNED, NOT FIRED!!! (",) To tell you the truth, have you ever had the feeling that once you got what you wanted out of something, you suddenly loose interest? same goes for me actually. At first, I had so much to prove against my critics, I was the youngest in the sales core, the only undergrad, I was varsity which comes with the stereotype that I am a lumbering caveman and that I was a rookie. That became my motivation for four months. I never did held myself back, After a month, I was the head honcho of our team, averaging more than what a veteran employee would do in terms of closed sales, and any person that my Team leader would see fit that I should challenge, I defeated. After the second month of sales, I was ranking 6th out of a hundred and 5ifty something. Not bad for proving people wrong. problem is, I’ve got nothing else to prove.

then,…. it becomes all so boring. it no longer seemed fun anymore. All the people who know me, once I get bored, Im out. And the only thing that kept me going was the thought of this very pretty girl, though I thought at first she was out of my league; she wasn’t but I was already too bored. Factor in the distance from my house to the office, plus the hours, It looked like it didn’t add up to anything anymore.

So here I am again, Jobless, but a little bit more glad that I no longer have to handle other people’s money (that scares the shitload outta me!), and well, having a bit more time to whom it matters the most= my family.